kau. Just with your existence. It's just you standing over there , not looking, but are watching over. Kau, kat situ, tapi dekat macam kat sebelah aku. Kau berdiri sebelah aku, aku pretend to study the floor, kau study the air in front of you, but we're.. You understand my every words of silence. Kau macam.. Aku. I feel that, we are totally different, totally, but absolutely the same. We have our own ways to.. communicate. It's amazing that I can only do that, with you. Aku just.. Never been so interested in a person all my life, but you. I can write about you, forever. Aku tak tahu macam mana nak tulis. In my mind kau poem yang paling cantik bila baca. Tapi tangan tak boleh tulis perkataan cantik-cantik macam yang ada dalam kepala. Mungkin satu hari nanti, aku boleh tulis a good one about you. How can I make the world see How beautiful you are through my eyes Kau just. Phenomenal.
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