If I Stay

it's about nights like this
hey, life is about nights like this.
nights worth skipping sleep for

 it's about living in those moment 
moment yang kau rasa nafas kau terbang daripada jasad
dan kau rasa tak mahu matahari muncul
kau nak malam sebegini go on and on
sampai kau ready untuk jumpa siang
iaitu, macam tak akan.

 It's this movie. I fell in love with it. It's called If I Stay.
Then it's him. We texted and it felt like we just poured our hearts into our conversation
as if we see eye to eye
as if he's right in front of me

 I feel like I'm taken to another place. Tonight.
nothing really matters anymore-it felt
it's just me and that movie and him and the texts and my sweater and pillow

 It's the whole conversation for 40 minutes, solid, I love every second of it.
the silence. all of it.
and the wind. it's so cold sampai buat aku rasa macam aku tengah dalam movie 
ecey
i love your voice

 sungguh  bermakna untuk dengar kau cakap pasal apa kau rasa
it's amazing. it's an amazing feeling.

 hey it's nearly 7. and I got class at 8. 
yeah... i don't... think... i'm.. going :/
yeah.

 It's nearly 7 it's getting..brighter.
the sky is getting less dark blue
it's night like this.
i feel like it's leaving us.
the cold. the dark sky.
your voice. as you went to sleep.
as i got to go to class

 as we cry as we felt so happy
too happy
we feel so happy too happy in our chest
that we cried
we ask ourselves what is this I'm feeling?
What is it?
As we've live these past years being numb
getting hurt over and over again
and when someone that's only been in your life for short time makes you feel better
than someone who've stayed 4 years with you?

 let me mind you. ini cuma puisi. bukan cerita.

 as for tonight. later after tonight,
i know that this movie's gonna remind me of this night
it's sweetness
and i also thought that if I ever lose you
this movie will still remind me of you
and it's gonna hurt
as it reminds me of tonight's sweetness

 Every time. It's worth the fight.

 got to go. 

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