Apa je yang penting? yang perlu sangat untuk aku tulis kat sini?

that our friendship lasts, sampai hari ni? yes, itu penting.
2011-now.

yang aku dah boleh slowly live while not being too...
asyik
dengan dia. crush. yes. itu bizzare. itu buat aku happy.

yang finally aku rasa happy studying., everyday going to class, semua semua.  yes. aku nak score sikit sem ni.

yang everything dah jadi SANGAT lain. TAK ADA APA yang menjadi rutin.
Setiap 4 bulan, perkara tak pernah sama.
I'm glad. Sebab aku suka.
Tapi it makes me terrified to know what's gonna come.
tapi it's okay.
semua okay, under control.

Too terrified tapi so excited.
Aku berserah je, aku tahu future sangat unpredictable.

aku wish it's gonna be.. nice and uprising and positive and kebabom and fireworks.
and kesusahan menjadi engineer too.
aku nak rasa jadi engineer kut.

aku dah angkat tangan. aku surrender, bukan aku tak nak control future sendiri
tapi rasa semua benda happens so fast, aku kena biar saja dia flow
sambil cuma touch up sana sini sikit

rilex rilex

aku tak macam lu orang

jangan samakan aku dengan kau orang

anyway, bawak bawak la tidur. mata tak boeh buka dah.

happy birthday.


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