yup

: why are you sad : idk maybe it's the rain, i miss it maybe because i slept for one hour last night and gotten up all day til now maybe i'm just tired it's that movie that cancer movie it's my dad  aku salah beli benda, dia meradang maybe it's just  it's Asil i was worried about her as she didn't return my calls i thought dia tak balik rumah lagi it's 10pm and when she called dia cakap itu je? idk why i'm sad but now that  it runs down my cheek i'm feeling better 

sekarang tengah naik Rasa dia manis macam .. tapi Pengalaman bisik kat aku "Masa kau jatuh nanti, macam mana ?" Counter.

what you say to a person and what you say to another person :)

Why do we keep wanting people who makes us feel like nothing?

at 4 am "hey i cant sleep my rommmate's not here i cant sleep - alone but aku penat sangat seharian ni trust me aku penat sangat i wanna sleep but keep terlelap and terbangun and feeling scared plus the cold it ends up buat aku sedih aku penat sangat"

and hey Bad days?? urm they dont last.

Apa je yang penting? yang perlu sangat untuk aku tulis kat sini? that our friendship lasts, sampai hari ni? yes, itu penting. 2011-now. yang aku dah boleh slowly live while not being too... asyik dengan dia. crush. yes. itu bizzare. itu buat aku happy. yang finally aku rasa happy studying., everyday going to class, semua semua.  yes. aku nak score sikit sem ni. yang everything dah jadi SANGAT lain. TAK ADA APA yang menjadi rutin. Setiap 4 bulan, perkara tak pernah sama. I'm glad. Sebab aku suka. Tapi it makes me terrified to know what's gonna come. tapi it's okay. semua okay, under control. Too terrified tapi so excited. Aku berserah je, aku tahu future sangat unpredictable. aku wish it's gonna be.. nice and uprising and positive and kebabom and fireworks. and kesusahan menjadi engineer too. aku nak rasa jadi engineer kut. aku dah angkat tangan. aku surrender, bukan aku tak nak control future sendiri tapi rasa semua benda happens so fast, aku k...

birthday

this is a part of someone's blog post. i like it. you go girl. now playing Fergie / Glamorous

disebabkan aku kecewa dengan yang lagi satu aku rasa aku nak kembali kat kau balik aku pun romanticize perkara-perkara pasal kau supaya aku find you lovely again

still, idk what happened idk what im doing

idk what happened idk what im doing