aku tak akan tahan
aku akan biar ia keluar daripada badan
daripada organ fikir
juga dari organ si penghulu nafs
guna mulut 
dibisik dek bibir
sebelum
aku curi masa untuk rangkakannya di kertas kecil
simpan dalam poket depan beg, 
untuk bila aku di depan komputer riba, aku buat lakaran yang lebih jelas. 

Mahunya, ia akan membentuk titik-titik 
dan akhirnya perdengarkan semua gila yang aku menangkan
Yang akan nampak cantik 
yang bermastautin serta looping dalam akuarium kepala ni
sejak aku belajar untuk overthink

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