sleepover
Sleepover nya dah lama lepas, tapi aku rasa kena gak tulis kat sini sebab
It's a wonderful memory.
it came in, dalam tengah-tengah aku dalam mode 'pengasingan diri' tu.
It's just a simple sleepover. Kan my friend?
Tidoq rumah Syira. Aku takda apa-apa expected things to do, no expectation.
I'm just again, trying out the theory of ''not having any expectation and you'll get the happiest things happen to you'' .
this is nothing.
but it'll bring enormous maksud pada kau la kawan :)
as much as it did to me.
Kau always be there.
Kau tak tau ke kau cantik ?
Aku macam, asyik cakap kau have nice hair and all,
but if only aku boleh buat kau duduk belakang tabir mata aku, and see you as a human , just macam tu,
and finds that you incredibly amazes me, macam mana ? Kau hebat la kawan.
Kau shake aku yang nampak kukuh padahal orang gelar kau fragile.
You are. but I'll always be there jadi kawan kuatkan kau .
Aku memang looking forward to these magical moments dengan ramai orang.
and I got it from you, and sometimes from kawan-kawan kita yang lain gak .
magical moments bila kita just lepak and gelak for silly things and simple and light and even kalau kita cakap pasal benda heavy, it seems light.
Aku tak kisah apa orang cakap pasal kau, fikir pasal kau, atau kau fikir depa fikir pasal kau, aku sayang kau.
Your mum boleh letak tanggungjawab that she gave to your angels in your house tu kat aku , when they're absent. Your brothers and Iman.
Entah, for you I'll do it for free. For friendship.
wey gila.
right ones.
kau one of my right ones.
Dalam crowd ramai-ramai, it's you that Allah gave to be my friend. and amazes me.
simple things je kau buat. be a true friend + gila + total freak yang mengarut.
tapi tu lah, memang takdir kut.
Masa dengar lagu Daughter tu. yeah. best.
When you speak of Phil, pun best.
But , if anyone say things macam tu kat kau lagi, cari la aku mangkuk. aku cincang mulut depa.
aku takleh la.
Aku tau aku selalu bouncing off here and there, sama macam kat sekolah dulu lol, but just call, I'll be there la kan kau tau kan.
I'm sorry for my behaviour - aku lost these few weeks back. Aku banyak senyap, banyak cold dengan kau, banyak tak hiraukan kau, tak buat efforts to elongate our conversation atau senang cakap, being a jerk.
Idk why aku buat macam tu , kat KAU, padahal I should do it to the one that made me turn that way.
well.. I'm doing it NOW : D
I'm freaking coming back.
coming back.
Mesti lega dengar macam tu kan?
rasa macam dah lama sangat aku hilang.
aku still that bitch yang duduk sebelah kau dalam kelas tu haha
tak guna
aku sendiri gelak bayangkan aku zaman dulu
hahar.
What that's important is what we feel inside us, bukan apa kita nampak dalam cermin.
aku banyak lemah sebab hal ni.
rupanya kat dalam badan pun patutnya ada cermin gak.
so kita nampak banyak benda baik dalam dunia thru that.
therefore, take it when I call you beautiful.
you are.
please takyah buat aku nangis.
Kau suka kan aku nangis. mangkuk.
Even kalau blog ni aku tulis untuk kau je yang bertandang baca everyday, it makes my life gak :)
Sebab kau je yang penting, so apa orang lain buat, tak penting.
Memang macam tu kan?
Families, best friends, sisters, people that matter to us.
Apa depa buat , itu je yang penting sbnrnya.
It affects us.
How we feel.
Haha k mangkuk k
and yeah aku tak kisah kau deret cita kat aku siapa next pelakon jepun yang kau suka
Tak kisah kalau kau nak suruh aku teman cari baju wrestler yang kau suka tu pun
aku suka shopping
duit je takda kahkah
Aku selalu buat things for people yang won't do anything for me.
Tapi malu nak tunjuk aku appreciate people and things yang baik yang datang dalam hidup aku.
Tulis panjang-panjang pasal kawan baik. worth it kan ?
ala ni baru 40%.
Kalau aku ada attention span yang full bar, maybe I can write a book of you.
haaaaa. pernah terfikir tak?
Asyik kau je writing, bajet aku takley lak
haha
I was having a lesson learning dalam masa setahun setengah yang lampau, sebab tu aku banyak berubah.
*explaining to myself
aku nak balik.
to the one all of you guys used to know :)
that bitch sitting beside you in class. yeah.
yo ma bitchhhhh~
*scene dalam kelas*
slowly fading.
It's a wonderful memory.
it came in, dalam tengah-tengah aku dalam mode 'pengasingan diri' tu.
It's just a simple sleepover. Kan my friend?
Tidoq rumah Syira. Aku takda apa-apa expected things to do, no expectation.
I'm just again, trying out the theory of ''not having any expectation and you'll get the happiest things happen to you'' .
this is nothing.
but it'll bring enormous maksud pada kau la kawan :)
as much as it did to me.
Kau always be there.
Kau tak tau ke kau cantik ?
Aku macam, asyik cakap kau have nice hair and all,
but if only aku boleh buat kau duduk belakang tabir mata aku, and see you as a human , just macam tu,
and finds that you incredibly amazes me, macam mana ? Kau hebat la kawan.
Kau shake aku yang nampak kukuh padahal orang gelar kau fragile.
You are. but I'll always be there jadi kawan kuatkan kau .
Aku memang looking forward to these magical moments dengan ramai orang.
and I got it from you, and sometimes from kawan-kawan kita yang lain gak .
magical moments bila kita just lepak and gelak for silly things and simple and light and even kalau kita cakap pasal benda heavy, it seems light.
Aku tak kisah apa orang cakap pasal kau, fikir pasal kau, atau kau fikir depa fikir pasal kau, aku sayang kau.
Your mum boleh letak tanggungjawab that she gave to your angels in your house tu kat aku , when they're absent. Your brothers and Iman.
Entah, for you I'll do it for free. For friendship.
wey gila.
right ones.
kau one of my right ones.
Dalam crowd ramai-ramai, it's you that Allah gave to be my friend. and amazes me.
simple things je kau buat. be a true friend + gila + total freak yang mengarut.
tapi tu lah, memang takdir kut.
Masa dengar lagu Daughter tu. yeah. best.
When you speak of Phil, pun best.
But , if anyone say things macam tu kat kau lagi, cari la aku mangkuk. aku cincang mulut depa.
aku takleh la.
Aku tau aku selalu bouncing off here and there, sama macam kat sekolah dulu lol, but just call, I'll be there la kan kau tau kan.
I'm sorry for my behaviour - aku lost these few weeks back. Aku banyak senyap, banyak cold dengan kau, banyak tak hiraukan kau, tak buat efforts to elongate our conversation atau senang cakap, being a jerk.
Idk why aku buat macam tu , kat KAU, padahal I should do it to the one that made me turn that way.
well.. I'm doing it NOW : D
I'm freaking coming back.
coming back.
Mesti lega dengar macam tu kan?
rasa macam dah lama sangat aku hilang.
aku still that bitch yang duduk sebelah kau dalam kelas tu haha
tak guna
aku sendiri gelak bayangkan aku zaman dulu
hahar.
What that's important is what we feel inside us, bukan apa kita nampak dalam cermin.
aku banyak lemah sebab hal ni.
rupanya kat dalam badan pun patutnya ada cermin gak.
so kita nampak banyak benda baik dalam dunia thru that.
therefore, take it when I call you beautiful.
you are.
please takyah buat aku nangis.
Kau suka kan aku nangis. mangkuk.
Even kalau blog ni aku tulis untuk kau je yang bertandang baca everyday, it makes my life gak :)
Sebab kau je yang penting, so apa orang lain buat, tak penting.
Memang macam tu kan?
Families, best friends, sisters, people that matter to us.
Apa depa buat , itu je yang penting sbnrnya.
It affects us.
How we feel.
Haha k mangkuk k
and yeah aku tak kisah kau deret cita kat aku siapa next pelakon jepun yang kau suka
Tak kisah kalau kau nak suruh aku teman cari baju wrestler yang kau suka tu pun
aku suka shopping
duit je takda kahkah
Aku selalu buat things for people yang won't do anything for me.
Tapi malu nak tunjuk aku appreciate people and things yang baik yang datang dalam hidup aku.
Tulis panjang-panjang pasal kawan baik. worth it kan ?
ala ni baru 40%.
Kalau aku ada attention span yang full bar, maybe I can write a book of you.
haaaaa. pernah terfikir tak?
Asyik kau je writing, bajet aku takley lak
haha
I was having a lesson learning dalam masa setahun setengah yang lampau, sebab tu aku banyak berubah.
*explaining to myself
aku nak balik.
to the one all of you guys used to know :)
that bitch sitting beside you in class. yeah.
yo ma bitchhhhh~
*scene dalam kelas*
slowly fading.
end.
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