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2:52am 21 Sept 2013
21st of each months. and now it's September's.
I thought of the word 'cleanse', just now.

Like I wanna to do that all over me and all over my life and my soul and my tongue and my .. everything that's possible.
Oh sakit kepala. Demam. Bila demam, bila kau berpijak pada tiles sejuk pun rasa sakit.






(A'ah tengah mintak dikasihani).




Kasihan semua orang yang mencuba berhempas pulas tapi tetap gagal.
Kasihan bila kau tengah tak tahu whether kau patut teruskan atau lepaskan saja tali tu.
eh eh tali apa plak.






September sangat tough. Maybe 'cause 18 years ago someone so awesome was born.
Someone rose up.
Today everything's down.


But hey. Aku tau hidup dua tiga hari ni memang macam ..
Tapi HEY. Aku just tak tahu how lucky I am.
How lucky YOU are.
Kau just tak tahu.

If only kau tahu..

Mungkin semua yang load you down just nak tunjuk kau things yang kau tak tahu.
Kau takkan fail.
Allah dah tahu maximum strength kau dan takkan biarkan loading exceed that point.

Ya. A lot of 'awful' things happened. Even today pun aku lalui sesuatu sangat pahit.
Tapi It doesn't stays kan.

Yang bagusnya, nothing last forever.
Only Allah and Jannah.
Nanti kita semua berkumpul kat sana . Doakan ..


Anisa Athirah. Now..
You might fall, tripped down, tergolek-golek kat batu air terjun of the Dark Forest,
Tapi you WILL rise.

Syahira Mohamad.
You told me something .. yang aku suka dengar , today.
That I can always cheer people up.
Weh cool gila.
Mungkin masa mak bapak aku bagi nama kat aku, itulah image yang depa ada kut in mind about what I'm going to be always..
A friend. The exuberant loyal friend.
k bye.

Halimatus Saadiah. kau aphal sial. Tolonglah jangan hyper sangat kau buat aku rasa macam -.-
and ajar la aku pilates. buat la aku kurus.

Amirah Rahim. aku pun suka sangat lagu Ashila-Lucky tu. Jangan lah nangis.
aku tak boleh nak ada sangat sebab aku rasa aku yang menyusahkan kau.
Tapi actually aku always ada kat tingkat atas ni. kau tu je yang takkan menapak naik rumah aku kan?
kk. just . main point is.
Jangan la sedih .
Goo Jun Pyo aku punya.

Mas Herina. Kau kelakar lassial. Tapi jangan la give up . Study la. Sorry la aku ni tak boleh harap sangat bila kau tanya soalan. Tapi jangan la give up study for final.
Dekan Mas dekan !

Nabilah Ismailjee.  Another great friend. Cool macam antartic.

Ibu. mwahaha. Love you.
Bapak. Love you.

Maaf semua salah silap.

Crush..

Urm.
Idk. urm.. You... should.. Baca hati aku. dan bagitahu aku apa kau rasa selama ni.
Don't . just don't try .. like you always do..
To make me hate you.


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