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I don't have a life Aku xsuka hidup aku Aku xsuka aku Aku x bersyukur Aku wish aku x hidup Aku wish aku stop hidup Aku xnk gerak Aku nak duduk setempat Sampai reput Then mati I don't have a heart Aku pendosa Tuhan sayang aku Aku xda jiwa Kalau aku mati Semua ni akan stop Bila aku tak wujud Dunia akan jd lebih baik Fuck everything

Thank you For finally jumping into my life a few years ago And for texting me that day that led to this thing we have here today And to text me every morning now and be the last one I think of everyday before going to sleep Also for teman me. Basically for teman me for life. You got me singing like an idiot everyday Well, almost every day. You got me dancing You got me writing short and long poems of what I call love You got me wanting to dress up a lil now before going to class To put on some brighter colors (because I feel like it) To put on that cheap perfume I bought You got me singing and whistling to.. breakup songs Even though I call it "I'm the one taking you places", but really it's actually you who are taking me These new places, damn. I felt so free, and with you by my side all the while, yeah. It felt awesome. Goodnight (It's that day when we go straight up melantak nasi kukus tutti frutti and subway) yes just reminding you. 4am 16 M...

Too happy that I turned sad Today sangat sempurna. Setiap saat nya. Today kita keluar daripada pukul 2 petang and baru balik pukul 12am tadi. Aku sangat happy. Aku masih mahu berada di sebelah kau, dalam angin malam bawah lampu jalan tu. Driving endlessly. I'm too happy that I turned sad. These teardrops are begging you to come here and stay beside me. With you I feel like I can conquer the world. It's like I have the whole world with me. It's like, you're my world. Today, tonight, it was extra special. We have Hajar with us. It's all fun. It's all about bright lights and about stolen touches on your shoulders. It's all about that town. About crossing the streets. It's the passion in your eyes when we arrived at the Rugby match. It's the safe feeling when I'm with you. It's the happy atmosphere you have. I overdosed. I need it more. Please be here now and stay. Like, don't even move. Missing you.. 2am 12 May 2016

"Thanks for this. This is the "fullest" relationship I've ever experienced Before, they're all like puppy love With you.. It's.. I'm so happy right now.. " And I didn't say anything I just want to hear more ❤ 6am 7 May 2016

I'm too tired Aku tak daya 3am 1 may 2016

Today I wish I can suffer in silent I just hope that you won't change This sweetness and craziness and frenziness I hate when you talk to the girls I hate to see you smile to em To hear you laugh during talking to em Those things, are fucking mine Fucking mine. Will you turn away? One day when you've got all of me When you've known everything about me and my skins Will you change If you do I don't know what to do with life I'll just pretend that it didn't hurt Like I always do But maybe I'll die You sitting over there Have no idea you're all I think about 28 April 2016

Aku merasakan aku masih berada dalam kereta semalam. Driving thru the roads. At night. It's cold and I love the street lights. Kau di sebelah aku dan bila aku pandang kau, Kau mencintai aku dan mata kau pun meluahkannya Dan aku ingin kekal dalam putar masa itu Tangan aku dalam tangan kau Haba yang menenangkan aku 28 April  2016