yup

How do I unlove you

They came in flashes The places we went with us in it The things we do Your smile Those endless road at night and the street lights I couldn't stop crying It made me cry It made me lose my mind I lost my freaking mind Only you can fix me Take me I'll do whatever you want me to 6pm 17 Oct

I can't breathe Cant open my eyes I can't stop crying my heart out I wanted to stop the time I wanted to be with you I wish you were here You need to be here 2am 17 Oct

Aku nak terus menerus kekal hidup dibawah deruan nafas kau Mendengar degupan jantung kau Gema suara kau Sentuhan kau Dan pelukan kau Tempat aku rasa paling selamat Tempat aku tak mahu tinggalkan Tapi aku sentiasa harus tinggalkan 11pm 15 Oct 2016

Drugs Explosion Star struck high endless dream perfect infinite forever love heart soul mate Best friends partners in crime Completes Happiness Him Found mine And we're crazy Escape reality Fun Game Wild Wheels Night Empty roads

Diseases in ur hearts due to the things that we crave and desired but we dont get Plain frustration Untuk sesuaikan hati yang expect tinggi dengan realiti yang biasa. Sometimes aku rasa aku ni extremist yang trapped dalam badan yang kena act normal Maybe that's the function of akal. To keep you.. To act sane. I'm so sick of this world. Just like it is to me. This is not okay. We living inside our body and the one inside our mind. How to make em match? I'm becoming crazy Idam berdiri di tempat tinggi sangat Nanti jatuh. Turning crazy.

I don't have a life Aku xsuka hidup aku Aku xsuka aku Aku x bersyukur Aku wish aku x hidup Aku wish aku stop hidup Aku xnk gerak Aku nak duduk setempat Sampai reput Then mati I don't have a heart Aku pendosa Tuhan sayang aku Aku xda jiwa Kalau aku mati Semua ni akan stop Bila aku tak wujud Dunia akan jd lebih baik Fuck everything

Thank you For finally jumping into my life a few years ago And for texting me that day that led to this thing we have here today And to text me every morning now and be the last one I think of everyday before going to sleep Also for teman me. Basically for teman me for life. You got me singing like an idiot everyday Well, almost every day. You got me dancing You got me writing short and long poems of what I call love You got me wanting to dress up a lil now before going to class To put on some brighter colors (because I feel like it) To put on that cheap perfume I bought You got me singing and whistling to.. breakup songs Even though I call it "I'm the one taking you places", but really it's actually you who are taking me These new places, damn. I felt so free, and with you by my side all the while, yeah. It felt awesome. Goodnight (It's that day when we go straight up melantak nasi kukus tutti frutti and subway) yes just reminding you. 4am 16 M...

Too happy that I turned sad Today sangat sempurna. Setiap saat nya. Today kita keluar daripada pukul 2 petang and baru balik pukul 12am tadi. Aku sangat happy. Aku masih mahu berada di sebelah kau, dalam angin malam bawah lampu jalan tu. Driving endlessly. I'm too happy that I turned sad. These teardrops are begging you to come here and stay beside me. With you I feel like I can conquer the world. It's like I have the whole world with me. It's like, you're my world. Today, tonight, it was extra special. We have Hajar with us. It's all fun. It's all about bright lights and about stolen touches on your shoulders. It's all about that town. About crossing the streets. It's the passion in your eyes when we arrived at the Rugby match. It's the safe feeling when I'm with you. It's the happy atmosphere you have. I overdosed. I need it more. Please be here now and stay. Like, don't even move. Missing you.. 2am 12 May 2016

"Thanks for this. This is the "fullest" relationship I've ever experienced Before, they're all like puppy love With you.. It's.. I'm so happy right now.. " And I didn't say anything I just want to hear more ❤ 6am 7 May 2016

I'm too tired Aku tak daya 3am 1 may 2016

Today I wish I can suffer in silent I just hope that you won't change This sweetness and craziness and frenziness I hate when you talk to the girls I hate to see you smile to em To hear you laugh during talking to em Those things, are fucking mine Fucking mine. Will you turn away? One day when you've got all of me When you've known everything about me and my skins Will you change If you do I don't know what to do with life I'll just pretend that it didn't hurt Like I always do But maybe I'll die You sitting over there Have no idea you're all I think about 28 April 2016

Aku merasakan aku masih berada dalam kereta semalam. Driving thru the roads. At night. It's cold and I love the street lights. Kau di sebelah aku dan bila aku pandang kau, Kau mencintai aku dan mata kau pun meluahkannya Dan aku ingin kekal dalam putar masa itu Tangan aku dalam tangan kau Haba yang menenangkan aku 28 April  2016

Semalam keluar dari 6pm balik 12am. We walked from fucking Seksyen 2 to college. If you know UiTM Shah Alam, you know. Gila. Kan. And I love him. Hari ni keluar dari 6pm balik 12am juga. And I'm madly in love with him. Gila. Kan. 1am 28 April 2016

I think it's true That you must have the bad relationships to appreciate the good ones when you have it Now I understand why I gotta have those bad things with those people All of it makes me appreciate this relationship I have now This time he's.. He's gold. 2am 28 April 2016

I've found my love. He's this lovely soul. And these firm hands. Two pools of eyes filled with excitement and tenderness whenever he looks into mine. I love how he is. I love how he touches me. I can't believe I've found the one for me. 1 am 26 April 2016

It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing. It doesn’t interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love for your dream for the adventure of being alive. It doesn’t interest me what planets are squaring your moon... I want to know if you have touched the centre of your own sorrow if you have been opened by life’s betrayals or have become shrivelled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain mine or your own without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy mine or your own if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful to be realistic to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn’t interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to...