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total fool. me.
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Aku believe in almost nothing any longer.
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Ya look so fine today :)

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Today I slept all day. To keep the disease out of me. I believe in almost nothing anymore. No one could do what I'd do. If today I were them, and they were me.  Now, I think nothing's important anymore. Not even him. Tadi aku mimpi Syira. We run off together. and I do anything for her. Right now aku berkebolehan untuk just termenung- sampai esok. Spend 3 days in a hole. not talking to anyone. Vulnerable.
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To all living things who watched me auditioning last night.
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Romanticizing

how you laugh bila kau with them boys being boys and the look in your eyes when I get to see em it gives me electric per second. your look when you try to understand things being taught  atau you staring blankly at the calculator Hari ni kau jalan sebelah aku While aku studied the wall on my right. and walked down the stairs behind ya. When I saw the name Hanis, I thought of you. The formation of your smile.  When you starts playing with them boys being boys
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Is it aku jumpa kau so that Kau perah hati aku cukup-cukup dan aku karang tulisan yang cantik sangat cantik untuk tutup sakit hati yang kau buat -Romanticizing the hurt I feel. Now don't tell me that.
I know you've suffered But I don't want you to hide It's cold and loveless I won't let you be denied Soothing I'll make you feel pure Trust me You can be sure I want to reconcile the violence in your heart I want to recognise your beauty's not just a mask I want to exorcise the demons from your past I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart You trick your lovers That you're wicked and divine You may be a sinner But your innocence is mine Please me Show me how it's done Tease me You are the one Shh. Baby, I can.